Friday, August 24, 2012

A Letter To God


In a barren desert, across the valley gauge,
A naked lifeless corpse lay beneath the dying sunlight,
The sun had now set.
An uneasy calmness lingered through the night.
The seven year old rested in a heap of dead roses,
The fates were thankful; for her life was short,
She had a strange content smile on her face and a letter in her bloody palm
Which read " No my child, it will not"

A few feet away,
Gliding in the gusts and desert winds,
Was another page inked with some scribbles,
"To Dear God,", the letter so begins.

"Today was an easy day,
I reached early to work & they didn't punish me,
Walking five miles in the burning sun with fever is tough,
But I'm thankful that I have some work, I'm happy.
I burnt my hands today.Jake said the coal was cold.
I picked it up and it was red and smoking,
I cried for a while but then I forgave him,
He is playful. He must have been joking.

Then the headman pierced my palms,
A splatter of blood decorated the side-way stand,
Oh! he's good. It was my fault.
I was late. I was cooling off my burnt hands.
Then I was playing with Jake.He's a cheater.
He punched me even when I was coughing,
Then he took all my clothes off. I was embarrassed.
Every one else poked me and were laughing.

I didn't like that and ran away to my parents' graves, crying,
I was lashed thrice for the same,
I have many-a-bruises,
and I heed all of them in your name.
When my mother was dying, she handed me a desert-rose,
pointed towards the sunset and begun to descend,
With pain in her voice and glint in her eyes she said
that the sunset symbolizes the beauty that's present in the End.

So I wish to see the sunset again,
I wish I lay in a grave of roses someday,
I think the sunshine hates me,
Even I don't like it anyway.
I am ending this letter now,
I don't know why but the birds are singing some long-forgotton sorrow,
I can't delay my sleep any longer,
Tell me God, will the sun shine again tomorrow ?"

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Autumn Memories


These are long forgotten memories in time
That I'm spilling on these pages,
Of the dark moments of seperation-
A secret that I've been hiding through ages..

It was an autumn's eve,
Sun was about to fly away just like a restless bird,
In the deep solitude of the isolated woods,
A painful sigh was heard...

"I don't want to rot, covered in this dirty soil"
Said the last hanging leaf to the autumn-striken tree.
"I don't want to be carried away by these childish winds,
Don't want to be torn by the swarms of bees..."

"I don't want to die! I'm afraid !"
He shouted, with the most most truest of tears in his eyes,
" Please let me stay. Please..just a bit longer"
Both pain and fear was mixed up in his helpless cries..

A few dew droplets fell off the tree
As he opened his wrinkled eyes,
"All that comes,must leave" ,quoted the tree
"This is the most basic rule of life"...

"Leave the realms of my branches at once.
You mustn't wait at all.
You perish and the new leaves may live
And with your death would end the season of the fall..."..

~~(the leaf fell)~~

In the warm dry mud,
A life forever slept,
I wonder what felt worse
The fear of leaving or the pain of being left..
..
The next time I visted the tree,
It was covered with innocent white clovers,                   White Clovers symbolise hope !!
Bright lush-green leaves blinked at me,
One could sense ecstacy all over..

I grasped - Sometimes we cling onto old memories for too long,
Sometimes we are too reluctant to move on,
But how can the new leaves of promise smile
Until the autumn leaves are gone ?
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.
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But even after that enlighting insight,
I still remember the separation of the leaf and the tree,
Isn't it ironic that even after grasping that concept
I still don't want to let go of that autumn memory ??